2018 : Wish

My only wishes for 2018...

Finding a partner.

I'm too tired facing this world alone.

I need someone beside me.

I'm just too tired.

Really....I mean it.

Responsibility

I have a father.

But I don't have a father figures.

I don't know what else to do with my brother anymore.

I'm so tired with all this dramas.

God, I'm sorry and please bless me.

2017 : Wishes

It's been a few years after my last post. After checking up and organizing few things, I've realized that my last post was on 2012.
I'm too caught up with my life. Too many things to settled. From works, to family, managing my financial to balancing my work life. Its too tough. Creating new experience with new people somehow it's too hard to handle.
Looking for partner for life much harder for me. How I was supposed to met someone when I already totally building a huge big wall surrounding me.
Careers come first... Then family..then my 'self-management'. Until you realize that five years has passed. And I'm still at the same pace.

If I can rewind everything back.... I wish I was loved. To love or being loved, is far from my imagination. With my current condition, in 2017 I in no position to love someone. I'm afraid of rejecting.
How I wish, this year someone will confess their love to me.
After a few years, this is my only wish.