Friday, October 25, 2019

I'm at my limit.
I had enough of this world.
I feel weak.
For the first time I cry.

Thursday, October 24, 2019

Tuesday, September 3, 2019

Disappeared

I wish to be disappeared.

To a place that no one knows me.

I hate my life as it is.

If blackhole is coming,

I will offer myself to be suck into it.

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

Give up

Should I give up on everything right now?

I really want to leave this place.

But I'm too afraid.

I cannot live a life without having a proper plan.

Should I cut those vein and leave this place.

How bad the world is that I want to go through that pain.

Or I the only one thinking that way.

Thursday, May 23, 2019

Tired

I'm tired.

I really do.

I want to runaway from this place.

Live or die.

Full stop.

Monday, March 18, 2019

Depressed again

I want to be happy.

I don't think I'm happy enough this day.

When I'm feeling down, I don't have much fear in me.

I driving recklessly, wanting to be in the worst case that I've imagine.

When I'm feeling down, I feel like jumping from higher places.

Wednesday, March 6, 2019

Debt

I just can't wait to finish my car loan by next year.

I just want to have stress-free job and only settle my study's loan.

Let's be strong till the day come.

And keep counting.

Wednesday, February 13, 2019