I feel like I'm losing it. I kept losing it.
I felt worsen.
I felt like doing nothing.
I have no interest in everything I do.
Its not a fatigue.
I'm done with all the sickness.
Cold, flu, coughing, back pain, food poisoning..
It all happened to me within three months.
Internal stress which I had difficulty to rid off.
I feel like hating everything.
My life, fate, environment.
Why I deserve all this.
Just let me go.
I need to go.
End of raya holidays, I hurt my back again. The pain I endured for a month taking away my precious week again.
End of raya month, I ended up with cold and flu.
And this week I got food poisoning due to the shell seafood called bamboo I ate at my cafeteria. I hate vomit. It makes me weak.
All of this may cause by work stressed that I've been held up inside me for a while.
I hate everything I've been doing lately.
I'm tired of everything.
