When your body lost her motivation

End of raya holidays, I hurt my back again. The pain I endured for a month taking away my precious week again.
End of raya month, I ended up with cold and flu.
And this week I got food poisoning due to the shell seafood called bamboo I ate at my cafeteria. I hate vomit. It makes me weak.
All of this may cause by work stressed that I've been held up inside me for a while.
I hate everything I've been doing lately.
I'm tired of everything.